It is October 28th, its a Monday so i was off work, slept till 10 (sleeping in as much as possible since my baby girl will be here in 3 months and i know sleep will no longer be something i get to have... had some waffles and coffee and went to browse dirt cheap and bargain hunt found nothing, then went to walmart and got groceries for the week as well as leahs baby gift.  Came home and cleaned the living room, stephanie called me freaking out bc today is the anniversary of her dads death and she had this thought that she just had to go be with her mom so she was on her way to sheridan and cancelled her hair appt and plans with me this friday.  James came home from work and we made the yummiest enchiladas we added spanish rice and corn to them so good and filling, we will def have food for tomorrow its way too much for just 2 people.  Tonight I've been looking up classes for us to attend the next few months... cpr, breastfeeding, childbirth, and newborn care.  So crazy that she will be here in exactly 3 months... my belly feels so big, I get tired pretty easily and the heartburn is super annoying.  I have some anxiety about child birth... obviously scared of my vagina ripping or having an emergency c section and having stitches in my stomach... its all so scary but I wanted a baby so bad so we will get through it.  My mother in law got us a mattress for the nursery, we still have to get the changing table from vic.  Ellison really doesn't have much besides furniture... she needs clothes and diapers and bottles and towels and i have 2 showers in the next few months. idk what the heck i'm going to wear to them, my go to will be a black dress haha.  We have a busy weekend ahead regans wedding and leash baby shower...