Hello, it is Wednesday, October the 9th.  Today was chill yet productive.  Made waffles and coffee with almond joy creamer like i do every single morning, went outside and read my devotional and journaled some.  Decided to work on my taxes ... I'm a self employed salon owner so i have to categorize every deduction for each month so i slowly work on them all year month to month... its probably one of the worst parts of being self employed.  My husband came home for lunch and we went ahead and ordered my breast pump through my insurance company because I heard it could take a while to get here and every little thing stresses me out so the faster i take care of things the better I feel.  We went with the spectra electric breast pump and it has a cute gray backpack to go with it, we only had to spend $30.  I am 24 weeks pregnant as of yesterday with my first child, we are having a girl due January 28, 2020.  She is a rainbow baby and we absolutely can't wait to see her face and snuggle her all day long... I know it will be hard but so worth it and I've always wanted to be a mama deep down inside.  I feel like I have lots to still buy but I am waiting for my 2 baby showers coming up before I buy anything else... my mom bought us a beautiful glider rocker from walmart its gray and the bottom of it it an actual rocking chair, so comfy and cute.  We still don't have any diapers besides cloth and some clothes but not much, we have all the nursery furniture, my friend is giving me her changing table soon, and we have to buy a crib mattress.  I know it'll all work out, it always does somehow,  I haven't really been saving for maternity leave bills just hope i can save up some the next few months, I've paid for my salon rent for 7 weeks but i still have bills at home to somehow pay... not good at putting money back plus i was extremely sick until week 20 of pregnancy and could barely work which makes it so hard to save money.  So enough about that, I made delicious creamy potato soup for lunch and had leftover jalapeño cheesy cornbread muffins which went well with the soup, also had it for dinner because its so good and easy just add some cheese and salt and pepper and  there ya go.  I only did 2 mens cuts tonight, frank and justin now I'm relaxing in bed watching the office and sipping on some chamomile tea, oh i forgot to mention, today in my daily devotional the scriptures it had me look up all talked about how we shouldn't complain to people but if you really need to rant and complaint to do it in prayer to God... it was like a punch in the stomach because i love to complain, get things off my chest and I'm really bad about doing it to people, so I'm working on this, I'm gonna try to stop this ... easier said than done but isn't it wild how God can just call you out like that... I needed to hear it, sometimes I can be such a brat and i really needed to wake up and be thankful for every little thing i have, there are many who have a lot less.  Thats all for today, Goodnight!